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If I Have To Stop This Car

by Brian Michael Henry

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1.
I've got a feeling that I'll never be lonely While you're in my head And if I'll never be your one and only A boy can dream instead Knowing you know is good enough for me, baby So I won't even try And while you hold him I'll be kissing the shadows And chase the stars in the sky No, you'll never be my baby Oh no, you'll never be my baby Oh yeah In his apartment over there by the window I think of taking a chance (I think I might take a chance) I practice asking you to go to a disco But I don't know how to dance (I don't know how to dance) If I could show you everything I've been dreaming Then you would understand My friends say if I had more self-esteem Then you might take my hand (Come on and take my hand) No, you'll never be my baby Oh no, you'll never be my baby Oh yeah I keep on hoping that you'll turn to me, babe And I wait for the day I close my eyes and it's a guarantee, so I won't wish it away No (no), you'll never be my baby Ooh no, you'll never be my baby Oh yeah No (no), you'll never be my baby Ooh no, you'll never be my baby Oh yeah You'll never be my baby It's ok You'll never be my baby It's ok You'll never be my baby
2.
Clone You 02:55
Cloning you and making two Would really be the thing to do They give you one, but I say "boo" And with your clone I'll start anew I'll clone you Let me clone you, please? I'll clone you Let me clone you, please? I'll enter in a science fair To show you just how much I care I'll only need a piece of hair I'll get it from that hat you wear I'll clone you Let me clone you, please? I'll clone you Let me clone you, please? Give me another chance A fresh start at romance I'll even learn to dance You'll see... A second shot, another try To leave our old mistakes behind And with your clone I hope I'll find A way to make some ties that bind I'll clone you Let me clone you, please? I'll clone you Let me clone you, please? I'll clone you Let me clone you, please? I'll clone you Let me clone you, please? A carbon copy Just the very same A science-y sort of scene Come on... Don't be lame
3.
Harold makes the gravel groan In old Camelot Estates He lights up a cigarette In his pick-up truck while he waits Marion hops in with their bags She says "babe, I didn't think you'd show" He just sighs: "now buckle up," And they go They're headed nowhere On interstate eighty tonight And now he won't dare To tell her it'll be alright Cause she's hip to his bullshit She knows the trouble that they're in So this'll be the last time she rides with him She got swept up in the sound Of invisible trombones And if you push she might admit That she was sick of being alone So when he flashed that silver smile She could feel the buckle in her knees Said "get me out of River City, please?" So he drove her nowhere Hustling from town to town At first she was scared But soon she learned her way around That rusty stick-shift And she'd take the wheel while he slept And and think of little River City… And wish she'd never left Staring down the highway While he's sleeping by her side The star-speckled night sky Expanding while she drives She's gotta leave him She's gotta get back home Cause if love is being his accomplice She'd rather be alone She pulls in at a mobile station Whispers, "babe you just wait right there" He stirs a little in his sleep When she gently kisses his hair Gets her bag out from the back She don't even close the door She's not worried about him getting cold Anymore She's headed nowhere But it sure beats where she's been She's used her best prayers To get her out of life with him And if he's going down She'll be damned if he takes her too So she's thumbin' it back to River City Say goodbye to Marion You-Know-Who Say goodbye Say goodbye Say goodbye
4.
Diorama 02:44
My diorama My diorama Here in my diorama I set a place for you Tiny chairs, tiny table Tiny plates of food And you don't have to stay If you don't want to You know I get along fine Just a' runnin' on my own I made myself a house And then I made it a home And I can live, I can live, I can live I can live, I can live, I can live My diora...my diorama My diora...my diorama You know I My diora...my diorama Inside my My diora...my diorama Inside my My diorama Inside my Inside my Ah! Here in my diorama Inside my tiny bed I get inside this shoebox To get outside my head Because the other stuff I do It might leave me dead You know I get along fine Just a' livin' on my own I made myself a house And then I made it a home And I can live, I can live, I can live Oh baby baby I can live, I can live, I can live My diora...my diorama My diora...my diorama My diora...my diorama My diora...my diorama Inside my diorama My diorama Inside my My diorama Inside my My diorama Inside my My diorama My diorama
5.
Eternity 04:34
I can save you I can set you free I can make you whole If you stay with me You think I'm crazy I can see it in your eyes But I know what happens to us When we die I've felt his love You'll feel it too I've seen the light I can show it to you I won't leave you hanging Up there on the cross All you have to do is accept that you're lost My days are solitary My nighttime too I'm never lonely long as He is working through me And I just can't bear to watch you Suffering in sin So leave this all behind And then we can begin God bless you now Oh, let's join hands I weep for all of my Fellow man We won't leave you hanging Up there on the cross All you have to do is admit that you're lost Our love was nothing more than Sins of the flesh But as fallen angels go I'd rate you with the best of them So now I want to love you In a new way Fall to your knees with me And baby, let's pray I have been saved I'll save you too I've seen the light I can show it to you I repeat my prayer Again and again Forever, and ever Amen Amen
6.
Lifeguard 03:35
You don't really care 'bout me Ignore me constantly Your tan, your car, the sea Well never get married Something's wrong It's your new job I'm only out here Making waves Since you became a lifeguard Pinning you down's been awfully hard I know you've got lives to save so Rescue me, come back and be my baby When Susie almost drowned I was nowhere to be found I thought we could make a start But then you learned C.P.R. Something's wrong It won't be long Before you get your Scuba license Since you became a lifeguard Pinning you down's been awfully hard I know you've got lives to save so Rescue me, come back and be my baby When summer's at an end You won't have any friends I'll be here on land To wean you off the sand When seasons change We'll rearrange And in a year I will share You with the ocean Since you became a lifeguard Pinning you down's been awfully hard I know you've got lives to save so Rescue me, come back and be my baby
7.
Famous 02:51
Oh my goodness There are just so many people I want to thank So many people that have helped me along the way I just don't know where to start If you don't let me break your heart Then, babe, I'll never be a star If I stay right here where you are I'll only make it just as far I'll never be famous I'll never be famous I'll never be famous If I'm in love with you When you kissed me in the rain You said: "we'll never be the same If we have love, then who needs fame?" I said: "that's just fucking insane" I wanna be famous I wanna be famous I wanna be famous I'm not in love with you When I'm with you The whole world melts away That may be true But how could I ever stay... When you're not famous? It's been 3 years since I left you I had some shots but then I blew them I still don't live in Malibu Everything you said was true I'll never be famous I'll never be famous I'll never be famous I'm still in love with you I'll never be famous I'll never be famous I'll never be famous I'm still in love with you I'll never be famous I'll never be famous I'll never be famous I'm still in love with you
8.
Sitting around, nothing to do You stare at the screen while I stare at you I say "hey, let's go for a walk?" You say "sure" But you don't wanna talk Ghosts without saying It's so nice to stay inside Let's hold our breath to stay alive I say "hey, let's go for a walk?" You say "sure" But you don't wanna talk Ghosts without saying Is it today or yesterday? I checked when I woke up Tomorrow's here before it's dark Now I'm all mixed up Sitting around, nothing to do You stare at the screen while I stare at you I say "hey, let's go for a walk?" You say "sure" But you don't wanna talk It ghosts without saying Ghosts without saying It ghosts without saying

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Every song on this album is about trying to change someone.

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released May 5, 2023

Brian Michael Henry: songwriter, vocals, piano, keyboards, synths, drum programming, productions, cover photographer

Colin Summers: electric guitar (tracks 1, 2, 3, 4) bass (tracks 1, 2)

Luke Darnell: electric guitar (track 5)

James David Larsen: backing vocals (track 7)

Eclipse Mixing and Matering: mixing, mastering

Adam-Bobby Farman: cover art, jacket design

All songs written by Brian Michael Henry.
© ℗ 2023 Brian Michael Henry. All rights reserved. Unauthorized duplication is a violation of applicable laws.

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Brian Michael Henry's music examines the humanity of monsters atop pulsing layers of cold electronic production that call to mind both John Carpenter’s signature synth scores and modern darkwave artists like Cold Cave in equal measure. Henry’s vocals, however, are a baritone croon and lend a notable warmth to each song, creating a more three-dimensional portrait of his characters.. ... more

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